I've lost control again

" I've learned to become my own best friend and not trust and that's not healthy."

Mas que un error, 

comienzo a pensar que forma parte de mi manera de ser 

o tal vez solo conservo esa cómoda distancia para no involucrarme mas alla, 

por lo que puedo concluir que me dí por vencida con el concepto de amistad a largo plazo.

vaya que soy una persona complicada.

And she showed up all the errors and mistakes
And said I've lost control again
And she expressed herself in many different ways
Until she lost control again
And walked upon the edge of no escape
And laughed I've lost control
She's lost control again